May 2012
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Answer honestly. (I did.)
Have you ever:
1) Self harmed? Yes.
2) Got into a real fight? I have no idea.
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? Yes.
4) Tried to commit suicide? No.
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? Yes.
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? Not yet, but it's gonna happen.
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? No.
8) Accused someone of using you? Yes, because they were.
9) Shoplifted? No, I'm not gonna get in trouble for some small thing like that.
10) Gotten drunk/high? Hell no.
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? Nope, 18 year old with a 6pm curfew here.
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? Of fucking course.
(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal? Thinking about it, but unsure.
14) Bored? Yes.
15) Avoiding someone? Definitely.
16) Avoiding some task? Yes, horribly.
17) Depressed? Yes.
18) Crying? No, because I don't always need to.
19) Annoyed with a friend? Yes, but I would hardly call it my friend.
20) Worried and confused about something important to you? Of course. Aren't we all?
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily? Yes.
22) Get jealous/envious easily? Surprisingly recently, yes.
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? Of course it does.
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? I don't know what this means, I'll say no.
25) Try hard in all your classes at school? Hahaha, no.
26) Go out drinking? Pssh, no.
27) Smoke cigarettes? Uh no, I'm asthmatic.
28) Smoke weed? No >_>
29) Do any hard drugs? Of course not.
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why? What.
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? I guess so.
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? Yes, yes, YES.
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? Numbs? No. Distracts? Yes.
34) Believe people deserve second chances? Yes.
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying) Yes.
36) Think things will get better? Hahaha, no.
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? Pssh, I've already been punished for my crap.
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest) It just depends on who the person is, not what they oppose.
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair? Long, but my current boyfriend has short hair and it's cute on him too. Any as long as it's pretty.
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs? Smile please.
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest? IDGAF, I say smile.
42) Shy OR open? Shy.
43) Eyes OR body? Eyes.
44) Religious OR non-religious? Non... or... or Religious? I don't know.
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you? Caring. If you don't care for each other, then what's the point?
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge? I don't understand this.
47) Piercings OR no piercings? NO PIERCINGS.
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos? NO TATTOOS.
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? STAY AT HOME.
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with? It doesn't matter.
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk? NO.
52) Smoke weed? NO.
53) Smoke cigarettes? NO.
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you? Yes, definitely.
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? Depends on the person, not what they did.
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you? Yes, of course.
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what? Eh, I don't know.
58) Join a band as a part time activity? Oh, I fucking WISH I could.
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse? It depends.
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them? Well yes, if they don't mind.
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like? No, I need my meat.
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family? I don't get into physical fights, so it depends.
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online? No, why would I put something up of myself if I had to change something about me?
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported? No. I wouldn't.
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people? Yeah, do it a lot. Adaptation.
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them? Did that ONE fucking time, biggest mistake of my life.
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems? Yes.
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? I wish I could.
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you? Pssh, no, expensive AND gross.
70) Sleep naked? Yes, it's hot here.
You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange? Black.
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore? I don't know the difference.
73) Cellphone or Computer? Computer (laptop, I'm betting)
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke? Chocolate milk, man.
75) Tumblr OR Friends? I can't choose. Cuz my school "friends" are assholes. And Tumblr is the king of Procrastination and I am its lowly slave.
76) Mac OR PC? PC pretty please.
77) TV Shows OR Movies? TV Shows - Can't live without My Little Pony FIM.
78) Old bands OR new Bands? I don't know the difference.
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock? I don't know the difference.
80) Reading OR Listening to music? I CAN NEVER CHOOSE HOW DARE YOU
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice. Pepsi because it makes me burp and it's weird.
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically? Staying who I am, whoever it is. I change anyway.
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge? Goddamn, stop using musical terms on me.
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice. IDK WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE.
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice. WHO THE HELL ARE THESE PEOPLE
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary? Documentary, for sure.
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe? All around Europe. It costs too much to go to space.
88) Shoes OR Shirts? Shirts.
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence? WHAT THE FUCK. WHO IS ALL THIS.
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice. Stay at school. Things must be linear.
Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest. Of course. And it's "for fuck's sake" I think. I don't really know.
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family? Definitely.
93) Do you want to travel when you are older? Yes, AWAY from my parents.
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams? No. I would never. Ever. Do that.
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions? Oh, no, I didn't notice. THANK YOU.
96) Rather be the opposite gender? Nah.
97) What will you name your son/daughter? Lynn (F) or Santiago (M)
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do? How am I supposed to know what the norm is?
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason. I DON'T KNOW BANDS.
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind? I lie. I eat. I hide things. I hate things.
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Blog Decisions.
So I’ve got my main, this one. And my Brony blog of slow start. I’ve got a private blog of nothing but dreams. And I’ve gotten a few posts going on my music blog. But I think I would like an art blog. To post my drawings and to show what I can do. You know, outside of peering DeviantArt eyeballs. I know it’s all excessive, but I’m just searching for more ways to...
